i’ve lost the war, but it met it’s maker.

My life is proof that mistakes get made. We all stand for something.Will you stay strong or crumble under all the pressure? Life is a bunch of games we play with each other. We form our friendships on secrets and lies. I believe that heart means everything, but i'll let you have a taste of what you destroyed me with.

the clock

don’t worry i’ll wait. i’ve gotten pretty good at waiting for things. just don’t forget about me.

red and green

I don’t think I have been this excited to give out my Christmas presents this year. I truly enjoy giving gifts more than receiving them. I love making home made Christmas cards and reminding my friends and family what a good year its been, what a rough year its been, but how we’ve finally pulled through another one. I feel that this year I got people things that I know they actually wanted or something that is just an inside joke to each other. I cannot wait until I see peoples reactions when I give them their presents and cards:)

anyone

how do you fix things, when you don’t even know where to begin. i am so lost.

You’ve dug my grave, but I’ve pushed you in.

Its time for us to stop being defined by what people think of you, or how they disappoint you.
— glee

How fickle my heart and how woozy my eyes
I struggle to find any truth in your lies
And now my heart stumbles on things I don’t know
This weakness I feel I must finally show

Lend me your hand and we’ll conquer them all
But lend me your heart and I’ll just let you fall
Lend me your eyes I can change what you see
But your soul you must keep, totally free

— mumford and sons
the year is ending

there is a long list of things i want right now.
the most important one being that;
i need to figure out how to change the person i’ve become.

little lion man

sometimes i want to cry because i’ve missed all of our chances and i’m going to keep on missing them. sometimes i want to smile because you’re the best kept and sweetest secret that i’ve ever had. sometimes i want to disappear from the shame because they’ve got no idea. i’ve got you, i’ve lost you, i’ve never had you. i haven’t even found you yet.

it was your heart not mine

you come around me and you leave a taste that sticks with me for weeks. i’m yours for the spill.