don’t worry i’ll wait. i’ve gotten pretty good at waiting for things. just don’t forget about me.
I don’t think I have been this excited to give out my Christmas presents this year. I truly enjoy giving gifts more than receiving them. I love making home made Christmas cards and reminding my friends and family what a good year its been, what a rough year its been, but how we’ve finally pulled through another one. I feel that this year I got people things that I know they actually wanted or something that is just an inside joke to each other. I cannot wait until I see peoples reactions when I give them their presents and cards:)
how do you fix things, when you don’t even know where to begin. i am so lost.
You’ve dug my grave, but I’ve pushed you in.

(via loveyourchaos)

(via loveyourchaos)
How fickle my heart and how woozy my eyes
I struggle to find any truth in your lies
And now my heart stumbles on things I don’t know
This weakness I feel I must finally show
Lend me your hand and we’ll conquer them all
But lend me your heart and I’ll just let you fall
Lend me your eyes I can change what you see
But your soul you must keep, totally free
there is a long list of things i want right now.
the most important one being that;
i need to figure out how to change the person i’ve become.
sometimes i want to cry because i’ve missed all of our chances and i’m going to keep on missing them. sometimes i want to smile because you’re the best kept and sweetest secret that i’ve ever had. sometimes i want to disappear from the shame because they’ve got no idea. i’ve got you, i’ve lost you, i’ve never had you. i haven’t even found you yet.
you come around me and you leave a taste that sticks with me for weeks. i’m yours for the spill.
